My name’s Kayla.

I turn 16 on September 26th. 

I’m a lesbian. 

I believe distance doesn’t matter in relationships. I’ve been in love once before and I’m in love once again. 

I’m a self harmer of nearly 6 years now. I’ve been clean since 4-20-12 and I hope to stay that way. 

My best friend, Sarah, has been there for me since kindergarten and she even went to the hospital with me when mom and dad were going to send me away. We were there for about 5-6 hours and she stayed by my side the whole time.

I hate my mom’s side of the family. They’re all judgmental pricks. The only cousin I love on that side of the family is Carly because she’s the only one that understands. She loves me for me and that’s all I could ask for. 

My dad’s side of the family is the shit, except Aunt Liz and the other bitch, who’s name is still ‘Aunt Beaner’ because that’s what I grew up calling her. I haven’t seen Aunt Beaner since I was 7. I don’t plan on seeing her either. 

My grandma on my mom’s side passed 8-20-11 and it’s been hard on both of us. She was the only adult on mom’s side of the family with common sense. I never met my grandpa on her side, either.

I never met my dad’s mother and I occasionally see grandpa on his side every now and then. 

My sister is a whore and needs to be slapped across the face. She has 3 daughters, all who have different father’s. 2 of the guys I hate with a passion and the other I would love to see get back together with my sister. I’ll never tell her that though, seeing as she will most likely disown me and I’ll never see my nieces. 

My cat is my life. She knows when I’m upset and she calms me down. In fact, she’s talked me out of suicide plenty of times before, if that makes sense.

The love of my life lives so far away. I can’t see her until I graduate high-school. 

Now, with all that said, you can now ask me questions based on this, or anything. 

I love my followers and they all mean a lot to me. <3 

Stay strong.